Times have changed. We aren’t close anymore. It is almost like we never were. But we were. You know more about me than anybody I know. You know more about me than the people I am close to now. Simply because I am not as close to them as I was to you. I am scared to be as close to people, because now I know it can end. It can change. I didn’t know this before. I wished I still didn’t know. I wished I would have never found out.
But I did. It was the most painful experience of my life so far. It physically hurt. You were a part of me, and that part got removed. That hurts. I still hurts. Less than it did then, but still, it hurts. I don’t miss you. I miss us. I miss how we were together. I wonder if you do too.
And the worst thing is the wasted time. All the forgotten moments. The unfulfilled dreams. The regrets. All the missed chances. The best thing is however, that life was lived. There was pain and heartache, but it did not compare to all the love and joy. All the dancing. All the jumping around. The amazing people. The fulfilled dreams. The opportunities. The accomplishments. Life was lived. It was not perfect, but it was perfect enough. And the good news is, the best is yet to come.
Q.U. Shuhab use to say.. “let it pass”
Let those memories bring a smile on your face. Don’t regret anything. At least, God gave you a chance to be with this someone special. and when He wanted, He took it away.
There will be another “us”. There will be more happiness, more dancing, more laughing, more accomplishments if you move along this thing called life.
moving on….thats the most important thing I have learned in life till now. and If I die today and have only two words to leave behind for my grandchildren…this would be it. move on. don’t stare at the closed door so long that you forget to notice the other one that God opened up.
Moving on doesn’t mean you forget the past. It just means to take it as it is and rejoice in whatever will come. Be positive.
hehehe sorry, I am rambling.
I think the hardest part is to forget…people keep telling you that the time is the best healer, eventually you’ll forget…
After years you still find yourself standing at the same place longing for those moments again, wanting to be with the same person, to relive those moments.
But whats gone is gone for never to come back…
hard facts of LIFE
Sad but true, love can fade =)
It is always about looking beyond the things. I pray that you find something better in your life >.<